Drinking

So, heres the thing

I am really. No. I have been drinking. Thats better than saying I am drunk. Because I am not drunk, but I have been drinking. I am shit at social situations. I am hiding in my room right now, because I dont know anyone. I am so bad at meeting new people, at conversing, whatever! I just want to hide in my room and get drunk by myself. Its a whole lot safer than trying to mingle and making an absolute ass of myself. I get clumsy (well, clumsier) after one drink. I am surprised I am able to type this well. I keep dropping my shit. I keep dropping my drinks and I think everyone out there thinks I am a total joke.